Kush Luv can help support you spiritually in many ways:
~ You have a troubling issue or challenge in your life and would like to explore and understand it at a much deeper level that may serve to ease the issue or challenge.
~ You have recently lost a beloved one who has died and wish to communicate and resolve any unfinished emotional business.
~ You are in a relationship of any kind and although you love and care about that person, there is some deep unconscious dynamic between you that creates mutual triggering, drama and loss of loving connection.
~ You have been told or wondered about some of your past lives which are still impacting you and wish to become freer of their influence.
~ You feel unfulfilled and stuck in the conventional ways of human living and know that there is more to life but are unsure how to tap into that.
~ Your interest in the spiritual or deeper you has arisen suddenly and you want guidance and support on how to explore and discover the deeper you.
~ You are already deeply on the spiritual path and want to go deeper and intensify your inner growth.
~ You feel that a spiritual gift or purpose is beginning to awaken and you want support from a spiritual awakening coach to understand, nurture, deepen and use that gift or discover more about its possible purpose.
~ You wish to develop your spiritual wisdom, enrichen the love vibration within you, or empower yourself into greater creativity and the possibility of conscious manifestation.
~ You are passionate about your spiritual self and wish to explore and embody more of the understanding and livingness of the deeper reality of life and the many myriads of multi-dimensional planes of existence which humanity does not yet know about or recognise but live blindly with these.
~ You are passionate to awaken the divine presence that is the one and only true you and wish for guidance, awakening alchemy and grace through that journey of deep awakening.
~ You belong to a group or collective that holds spiritual and visionary purpose and wish for the group to be spiritually assisted into its greater alignment, abilities, gifts and purpose.
~ You don’t know why but have been recommended to Kush Luv or feel a resonance with his energy and presence.
Kush Luv offers various means of support via his Illumination Sessions and Awakening Alchemy Groups:
Individual or Couples Illumination Sessions via Zoom
Whether a single one-off session or ongoing regular sessions.
Like archaeologists forensically excavating the imprints and sourcing of our own inner world and its unique reality, we will explore deeply what may be holding you internally imprisoned within challenges, issues, unhealthy dynamics, difficult relationships, negative belief systems, limitations and dramas and offer potentialized spiritual and energetic alchemical keys to start unlocking and opening this limiting doorway into your greater freedom.
We will powerfully access past lives which are relevant to your life today and work profoundly within your internal energetics and consciousness to jump-start the potential of awakening in this area of your life.
Your Illumination Session is intended to help empower you in the growing mastery of your life, but cannot make decisions for you, cannot tell you what to do, nor predict outcomes.
The primary focus is the illumination of that which has hitherto been hidden in shadow whilst impacting you in secret. Grace comes in the form of the illuminating light which shines through upon that unconsciousness bringing it out of its unyielding and imprisoning shadow and into the open where alchemy has the opportunity to bestow its magic within a new vision of life.
Live Groups Meeting on Zoom
Live Groups meeting on Zoom for several days working intensely on specific themes and including individual attention within the group.
Limited places available to allow each participant to receive forensic individual attention within the group – illuminating deep personal unconscious beliefs, conditioning & relevant past lives.
When the transmissions begin, each person receives alchemy for the full spectrum of the entire group’s illuminations.
Group Remote Transmissions of High Intensity
Working with particular themes as inspired by Kush Luv.
These are single or a series of 2-hour very high-intensity remote alchemical transmissions to receive comfortably within your own meditation space focus; or if you are unable to be in meditation in real-time to simply strongly intend to receive the transmissions in your sleeping or waking time (depending on your time zone).
Commissioning of Group Work
With a particular intention and focus inspired by you for your group.
Examples of these include:
- Journeying through the Loving Grace of Glastonbury
- Connecting to and receiving the Spiritual Empowerment Codes of the Great Pyramid of Giza in Egypt
Live Group Examples
Enrichening the Love Vibration
Love, Love, Love… We dream about it, we align our whole lives to the pursuit of it, we even write endless songs about it. But the word ‘love’ means very different things to very many different people and can seem so elusive in its fulfilment. We can go round and round in circles becoming ever more trapped in repetitions of failed love, give up on it as some kind of love renunciate, or even doubt its very existence in reality and so feel the bleakness of its apparent starvation from us. In this unique and intense Journey, we shall explore both the truer meaning of Love as well as the smorgasbord of deep personal, collective, and karmic scars which may block its truer arising within ourselves and our lives.
The Abundance & Spirituality Conundrum
To quote ABBA: “Money, money, money – it’s a rich man’s world!”. Our lives are dominated both individually and collectively, consciously and unconsciously, to the drum beat of our egoic fixations to money. But at what cost to our heart beat, the arising of our true divine nature, and our deeper fulfillment? Perhaps the word ’money’ is more aptly bettered by the word ‘abundance’ and in its turn bettered by the word ‘resourcing’. Of course, our lives need to be resourced through any numbers of sources but do our egoic fixations actually succeed in bringing this about with comparative ease?… or maybe instead diminish or even scupper this? In this unique and intense Journey, we shall explore both the truer meaning of resourcing as well as the deep personal, collective and karmic scars which may block resourcing arising more gracefully within and without our lives.
The Corrosion of Self-Judgment
We all do it – silently, remorselessly & relentlessly – judge judge judging away at ourselves. We try not to but still it carries on, an unstoppable force, overtly & covertly…corroding away at our joy, our ease, our passion, the fulness of our creations & our lives…In this unique & intense Journey, we shall explore the deep mechanics of the phenomenon of self-judgment & begin thinning its density & ferocity. We shall start to lift some of the deepest cemented self-judgments we may hold against ourselves & start to enrichen self-compassion as the great liberating force of some of our deepest inner pain & wounding.
The Vicious Assault of Gaslighting
Gaslighting is a form of psychological & energetic manipulation that hinges on creating self-doubt in the victim – doubting their perception of reality, truth, credibility & even their sanity. Control is not the end game but the hijacking subjugation of the victim’s secure sense of self-truth & empowerment in deference to the perpetrators. Vicious stuff indeed with so many subtle & overt expressions. Its gradual accumulation leaves corroding scars on our clarity, sense of self-worth, confidence, & ease of creation. In this unique & intense Journey, we shall explore these deep scars which may shake & uproot our inner truth & self-empowerment alongside the vast spectrum of consequences cascading throughout our outer lives…
The Sacrificial Lamb & The Scape-Goat
Do you often feel that you & your interests are being sacrificed in disregard to the interests of others? And no matter how hard you try to protect yourself that the same outcome still occurs – your interests & wishes sacrificed yet again to others who just don’t see the pattern of you as their Sacrificial Lamb? Do you also seem to become the eternal Scape-Goat for the convenience of others? Taking the full hit of blame time & time again because others ferociously project their co-responsibilities & blindspots onto us – crucifying us in impact? How can we fulfil ourselves & our lives when we are stuck in these painful entrapments? In this unique & intense Journey, we shall explore the deep unconscious personal, family & karmic scars & dynamics which cast us in these brutal roles…
The Texture of Thinking
We often contemplate about our thoughts themselves – the content of our thoughts – but we may be missing something even more important – & that is the TEXTURE of the very thoughts which we think. Like a car – whatever the huge spectrum of its choice of destinations may be – that car can be driven to the chosen destination obsessively slowly, or incoherently, or hesitantly, or with sharp violent gear changes, or at a dangerous break-neck speed that burns rubber, or even just going round & round in circles. So too can the dynamics of the thoughts arising in our minds. In this pioneering & intense Journey, we shall forensically explore the style of our unique dynamics of thinking, what may determine that texture, & begin to open to a more optimal, smooth & homogenous world of thought…..
The Venus Fly-Trap of Light versus Dark
Our collective perspective of life is overwhelmingly referenced to the duality of light versus dark – or good versus bad. We see this entwinned battle unfolding in our stories, films, books & news. And yet even more than we may realise, it relentlessly grips our inner world especially in our searing judgments of ourselves & others, in our emotional reactions, & in colouring the decisions we make it. Our lives really are bound to the drum beat of our egoic notion of light & dark, good & bad. But at what cost? In this unique & intense Journey, we shall explore the deep personal, collective & karmic scars which may engulf us within this mis-directing & wounding perspective & the toll of its impact. We shall, with grace, begin to free ourselves from this warping and entrapping duality…
The Loving Inner Kali
Kali – so often misunderstood as a fierce destructive monster, & yet she is indeed the epitome of deep compassionate love. And not any love but the blessed Divine Motherly love that wishes to liberate us from our deepest most invisible egoic & karmic traps which enslave us to much suffering. Mother Kali, like a best friend pointing out the truth to us no matter if it may sting a little, keeps us growing & evolving towards our true Divine Nature through her love-inspired fierceness & passion. In this unique & intense Journey, we shall begin to awaken our very own Loving Inner Kali as a divine essence & friend to help us progressively liberate ourselves from our most intense inner egoic & karmic traps…
Lost & Found: Reclaiming Your Truer Self
In our spiritual growth, we are inspiringly focused on the gradual revelation of our truer selves as a lived inner reality rather than a mere intellectual theory. To do so we may use alchemy to dissolve our ‘stuff’ which gets in the way. However, this ‘stuff’” can often by necessity be oversimplified & compartmentalised to allow us some access & traction into these issues. This is all good. Yet these issues do not exist within our inner landscapes in singular isolation – far from it! Our vast multitude of issues, wounds, memories, programmed conditioning, ancestral inheritances, traumas – conscious & unconscious – in reality merge, coalesce & synergise into a tsunamic ocean of intricate inner dynamics which act as one living egoic colossus. And it is this inner sculpture in its singular whole which clouds us away from our greater lived reality of our truer selves. In this unique & intense Journey, we shall illuminate & explore these deep personal egoic architectural sculptures so as to inspire their greatest thinning & melting away possible… & the deeper revelation of our truer selves in grace….
Switching off the Inner CCTV of Your Should / Shouldn’t
Ahhhhh!!!!!….that inner voice that criticises us “you SHOULD do this” or “you SHOULDN’T do that” & the tsunamic ripples of agitation, indecisiveness, submission, rebellion & guilt which ensures. What a drama! We can often detect parental voices from our youth internalized in those voices but the inner causation goes far beyond our parents. Nor does that voice encourage our truer sovereignty to believe in itself – it’s like following the instructions of a faulty GPS in our car to get to our intended destination in deference to trusting in our truer vision of geography & reality around us.
Breaking Free from the Inner Graveyard of Crucified Love
Most of our many experiences with love over many lifetimes have ended badly– whether acted out with parents, children, partners, siblings or friends…This of course creates terrible hurt but even more so it builds a gradual graveyard of imprinted distortions in our heart chakra as wounding beliefs & impaired geometries of the expression of love. Consequently love – as the possibility of a lived reality – becomes seemingly unrealisable & essentially crucified. In this unique & intense Journey, we shall begin to explore & unravel our wounds of abandonment, betrayal, protectionism, hopelessness & many more, as well as begin to re-establish & revitalise the architecture of our precious heart chakra… ready to begin to restore the very livingness of the essence of love itself again…
Unblocking the Abundance Flow
Lack seems to be very much up in the world at the moment. For some of humanity, lack may be an important recalibration away from the over-excess which is hurting the world so badly & taking at the expense of others in growing painful inequality. For those of us who have walked the spiritual path of awakening for some time, it may highlight the contrast between our sense of purpose or mission & the resourcing & abundance needed for its manifestation. We are getting restless between our heart’s inspiration for our service towards the greatest good & the apparent lack which seems to suffocate bringing that about… We also wish to be resourced personally for our own needs so we can rest easy in our dedication & devotion to our wider purposes towards others & the earth. In this unique & intense Journey, we shall explore the deep personal, ancestral & collective conditioning, & karmic scars, which may block abundance arising more gracefully within our lives; as well as beginning to re-establish the inner divine geometries of the flow of abundance & resourcing aligned to our life’s purpose & fulfilment…
The Restoration of Love
We hear it time & time again, & we want to believe it so very much – that our truest organic nature is Love. And we may be blessed with glimpses of this reality occasionally, yet it soon fades & seems a temporary hit. Can Love really become more & more our lived inner reality – in both its growing enrichment & rooted continuous presence? Or is it something that may keep tormenting us in its universal spiritual promise yet never come to pass? In this unique & intense Journey, we shall begin to explore & alchemise the imprinted distortions in our heart chakra’s geometries & the wounding beliefs of love; & most essentially through powerful attunements, forensic re-establishment of the inner infrastructural love pathways & the grace-activated resurgence of our very own Divine Presence within begin to restore & revitalise the very livingness of the essence of love itself…Like rich chocolate encased inside its tight wrapper, we will seek through alchemical grace to start to dissolve this depriving wrapper so as to allow the flavour lying within to gently & exquisitely re-present its majesty to our passionate yearnings…
Forgotten but not Forgiven: Letting Go of Your Past
Our lives have been endlessly bombarded by exhausting dramas, feelings of painful wrong-doing & hurt by others towards us…& indeed by us towards others. As the passage of time passes, we may forget or seemingly succeed in suppressing these horrible episodes to some degree but very much more often than not we have not truly resolved these woundings & scars…. So what have we done then? We have forgotten but not actually ‘forgiven’ our past – which simply means that these lacerating wounds & their limiting distorting beliefs about life still sit deep in our unconscious inner world hurting us in secret but also subduing negatively how we know & feel ourselves & thus vibrating against our manifesting wishes for our lives. Although this is the natural unaware way of the ego, albeit clearly not our intention to do so, it is nevertheless the effect of forgetting but not truly forgiving. And it is a heavy price to pay… In this intense Journey, we shall explore our deepest & most constricting forgotten wounds & beliefs – beginning to resolve them to liberate our inner world from their burdensome & imprisoning paradigm that keeps us stuck in the mud of our past… & instead begin to invite ourselves into the unfathomable possibilities of our futures…
Meeting Your Fear of Fear
Fear…once it’s triggered within us, it swells up like a tsunami & drowns our whole inner being. Nothing else matters until we feel safe again. What an extraordinary power fear holds over us – losing our sense of self, losing our discernment, losing our minds to the drum beat of regurgitative worry, & acting out unwisely… Fear can certainly serve a healthy role to help keep us safe but mostly it is our fear of fear which sponsors its relentlessly distressing, amplifying & sabotaging grip over us. Our fear of fear arises from the vast array of unresolved terrifying experiences synergised from all our lives which are together scorched & seared within us. This gargantuan monster sits within us shrieking repeatedly how terrible fear is & to avoid it at all costs…yet paradoxically this egoic strategy draws fear ever deeper into our lived experience…. In this unique & intense Journey, we shall explore these deep unresolved personal, ancestral, & collective imprinted memories, scars & karma of terror which inflame our fear of fear… & begin to untangle this complex web of the fear of fear which hostages us so extremely. Alongside which, we shall also deepen our awakening of our truer Self as a reassuring strong counterbalance against which fear cannot hijack us so easily…
Moving from Doubt towards Confidence
Doubt – an often underappreciated inner paralysis – which when it coils tightly like a choking snake around our inner confidence & self-knowing can invoke an eviscerating confusion, fear, exhausting regurgitative mental thoughts to ‘think’ our way to a wavering conclusion, unhealthy dependency, inappropriately deferring our sovereignty to others who we believe in our confused helplessness ‘must of course know better than us’; & perhaps its most pernicious impact of them all – our overall jolting & abrasive stop/start engagement with our lives rather than a smoother graceful ride through life… So doubt is indeed a very powerful hydra which can arise in many various challenging expressions & magnitudes within us… In this unique & very intense Journey, we shall alchemically explore some of the more general inner engineerings of doubt; and for each of us some of our individual unique blueprints which source together to “doubt” us; & with grace begin to soften these complex doubt webs towards a kinder & more productive inner confidence & self-knowing clarity…
Regenerating Your Confused Boundaries
Boundaries… so important, so talked about, but there is much more to our boundaries than simple adherence to regimented rules & behavioural choices which can only go so far. Our boundaries vitally include but go beyond just our auric field & exist holographically throughout our whole energetic system. Nor are our boundaries just a simple compartmentalising fence but are strongly informed by & reflecting of our entire egoic conditioning. Hence, our boundaries are critical to our overall functioning in a vast spectrum of ways: determining healthily or unhealthily what foreign energy-consciousness can enter our system & what cannot; likewise what of our energy-consciousness can exit our system into the outside world & what cannot; whether we are too open to being detrimentally high-jacked by the dynamics of the outer world or whether we are too closed to engagement, connection & creation with the outside world so keeping us in sterile isolation & non-manifestation; & so many more impacts…In this intense Journey, we shall deeply explore the make-up of our unique boundaries, illuminate a spectrum of core confusions which diminish their functioning, & regenerate as deeply as possible a more optimal set of holographic boundaries to enhance our living…
Re-igniting Your Unique Spiritual Gifts
Humanity predominantly lives within a very narrow spectrum of the fullness of reality – whether that’s in understandings of universal principles of existence; observing the world through a very limited range of perception which is blind to the deeper energetic substratum of life; little or no self-awareness of the inner conditioning which impulses our thoughts & actions whilst attributing such to our seeming free will choice; & the denial of other forms of life. This is as it is for now, & that is just fine! However, many who are reading this may already be functioning from, or have a strong potential towards, a more expanded telescopic lens into the nature of life: perhaps psychic, channelling, alchemical or direct knowing abilities, or potency to bridge to divine sources of assistance or other life forms. Such gifts & skills are not by any means the prize or goal of growth & awakening yet may well serve in one’s path or service in this life, & as such should be honoured, nurtured & wisely honed towards their greatest potential. In this intense & exciting Journey, which incorporates strong individual attention, we shall explore our active and/or potential spiritual gifts & qualities – which may be several: for some this may be revealing and starting to gestate gifts that may not be consciously known or fluctuating; for others this may be maturing & strengthening gifts already activated; or both…
Unravelling the Toxic Spiders Web of Mistrust, Doubt & Uncertainty
Doubt, mistrust & uncertainty – a toxic spiders web which can entrap us into an inner & outer paralysis of functioning. It ensnares us away from our confidence & self-knowing by invoking eviscerating confusion, fear, exhausting regurgitative mental thoughts to ‘think’ our way to a wavering conclusion, unhealthy dependency on others to whom we may defer our sovereignty; & perhaps most perniciously – an overall jolting & abrasive stop/start engagement with our lives rather than a smoother graceful ride through life… Of course, there are a myriad & multitude of experiences imprinting our egoic self to ‘logically’ doubt & mistrust in order to protect us……& this ‘logic’ must be respected & reassured as its conditioned fearful sourcing is invited to diminish in parallel with a growing lived and self-credible discernment & clarity in its place… In this unique & very intense Journey, we shall alchemically explore some of the more universal multi-dimensional inner engineerings of doubt, mistrust & uncertainty; and for each of us individually explore some of our unique complex of strands which synergise together to entangle us helplessly in this spiders web; & with grace begin to soften these complex paradigm webs towards a kinder, more functioning, more discerning & more life-enrichening inner confidence & self-knowing clarity…
Dissolving the Desperate Need for Validation
Validation… so necessary for each of us…until it’s not. It’s a healthy necessity for the young & growing ego where the ego is still regarded as the real self. Here many wounds, scars & webs of unkind conditioned beliefs are created from the misuse of validation:- absence of affirming validation by important people in our lives; harmful dis-unifying rivalry for validation within a group (eg. siblings); weaponisation of validation by those tactically handing it out or withholding it creating confusion & mistrust for its targets; & even inappropriate strategic validation which morphs us away from our real truth into becoming puppets living in a phoney self-truth moulded by the forced expectations of others. These conditioning wounds & scars – beyond their obvious intrinsic pain & eviscerating inner & outer ripples of imprisoning vibration & manifestation – do not allow for a capable aligned egoic sense of self which becomes a strong enough agent to act & effort as necessary within the awakening invitation towards our truer divine Self. In this important Journey, we shall deeply explore individually for each of us these unresolved validation wounds, scars, belief systems, karmas & egoic legacies to invite their greater resolution & peace – as well as creating more open gateways & a stronger momentum into the deeper awakening of our truer selves.
Liberating Yourself from the Blame Games
The Blame Game…so stubbornly embedded knowingly or unknowingly within us all – whether we unduly blame another, accept undue blame from another, or unduly blame ourselves. These blame games can only create, maintain & deepen the lacerating separation of fierce & painful hostility not only between us & others but also within ourselves – so vividly illustrated in world affairs at this time. We may in our best self-awareness do our best to let go of blame – but here is the killer snag – we may say or intend not to blame ourselves & others but deep down in our unconscious there is still a powerful multi-directional blame orbit that is at play whatever our conscious mind may delude us into believing… Beyond the hostility & sad disconnection with others involved in our outer blame games, there is also a distorted perception of reality as the blame games deny or over-own our co-creative reality. This affects our lives negatively & hinders our awareness & spiritual gifts. And saddest of all – the dynamic to blame sacrifices the recognition, ownership & alchemical harnessing of the situations of our lives to liberate us from our wounds & conditioning into greater peace & awakening. Such opportunities are lost to a greater deficit of ignorant separation which fertilise the recycling of painful dramas in our lives. In this unique & powerful Journey, we shall deeply explore our unique individual blame dynamics; the complex webs of conditioning & karma which foundation them; & start to awaken the great egoic conjuring trick of the blame game into a greater game-changing self-mastery…
Facing Your Deepest Fears & Denials
Fear….so prevalent in today’s world of pervasive uncertainty and instability… The human collective is going through a deep reluctant arising of some of its greatest fears – whether avoided or denied via the ingenious ways of the collective ego. Of course, we do the same individually because we don’t want to experience intense fear – because its very nature swells up like a tsunami & drowns our whole inner being in electrocuting waves of discomfort & distress. We fear those fears so much that we consciously & unconsciously avoid and deny them at all costs…. yet paradoxically this egoic strategy draws these fears ever deeper into our lived inner & outer experiences where fear can even more have its terrifying way with us… at the cost of our peace, contentment, manifestations and fulfilment…. In this unique & intense Journey, we shall powerfully explore, illuminate & begin to transform each of our individual deepest fears & denials whatever they may be – for these will be uniquely personal to every one of us – so as to ignite our freedom from the myriad of imprisoning, paralysing and life-negating impacts to which they seemingly inescapably hostage us….
Opening to Forgiveness & Karmic Softening
Karma….brrrr…..a word that can hold nail-biting apprehension for us because we believe it just means we must have unknowingly been really bad sometime & now suffer the nasty consequences like an ominous cloud of doom looming above our heads. Of course, karma is simply the universal law of cause & effect & can be ‘positive’, ‘negative’ & ‘neutral’ in its vast interconnected cocktail of driving impact upon our unfolding lives. Karma keeps us away from our greater freedom & free will whilst it perpetuates inner conditioned webs of egoic beliefs cross-pollinating & interplaying with the external karma which must be dealt with in our outer lives. Some karma can be cleared, some can be mitigated, some must be experienced. Awareness of our karmic constellations helps open us to self-forgiveness which in turn opens us to the possibilities of resolving grace, as well as the understanding of remedial attitudes & actions to help free ourselves. In this unique & powerful Journey, we shall identify for each of us some of our unique individual karmas – inner & outer – & together seek grace to soften & mitigate them in the highest divine intelligence & compassion. Alongside which, we shall also deepen our opening to self-forgiveness to help extricate us from the complex spirals of our karmic legacies….
Un-Losing Yourself
Losing ourselves – we none of us intend to do it, but it happens nevertheless. Whether in relationships, specific life situations or any kind of dynamics with others, we forget ourselves as an equal part in the interacting play of life….& lose ourselves…& alongside that we deepen a loss of self-regard, nourishment, creativity & fulfilment for ourselves. At the core of losing ourself, in whatever context that may be, there is a lost legitimacy to take oneself into account alongside others. And it is that lost legitimacy of self that is so deeply painful, vastly limitingly impactful in our lives, & desecrating of our true selves. And what becomes even more treacherous is where we are unaware of when & how we lose ourselves… In this powerful Journey, we shall explore the deep unresolved personal, ancestral, & collective wounds and conditioning which impulse our various ways of loss of self in our interactions with life….and begin to untangle their complex webs. Alongside this, we shall also deepen our awakening of our truer Self as a reassuring strong counterbalance, as well as bring in grace to help soften some of our unresolved karma which may still impact us in our lived lives…
Making Peace with the Divine
In this special Easter time epic journey, we shall be exploring & beginning to clear the vast mass of misconceived & fear-based narratives & stories about the nature of the Divine. These, of course, have been established over many thousands of years from an overwhelming & self-perpetuating myriad of various religious doctrine, collective egoic projections upon the character of god, as well as a lacerating lightning strike of separation consciousness which murders the notion that we are all sourced at our very core from Divine essence itself. These conditioned narratives can be frightening & disempowering in their own right, but most of all they are dense fodder which cover up & block our own reality of Self-Divinity self-knowing itself by its own livingness. Accordingly, this journey is not just about the clearing of old egoic stories & misconceptions of god nature, but intends itself towards the greatest possible dissolution of the coherence of these conditioned stories so that Self-Divinity can begin to be set free again in its lived reality & expression during this special Easter period; & the divine qualities of love, wisdom & power can be re-ignited in growing synergy together as the core ever-burning flames of our true nature…
Beginning to Unbelieve Your Chattering Thoughts
Peace & stillness within the mind…so many of us deeply wish for this…rest from the persistent turbulence & worrying grip of the relentlessly chattering thoughts of our mind. Stillness of mind in its first expression does not mean we have no thoughts at all – rather than we do not buy into, believe nor inwardly react to our stream of egoic chattering thoughts…thus it is an allowance of these thoughts without the acute impulse to automatically believe what they have to say. Of course, conscious thinking & expression in the mind is very important but it is the hijacking of one’s sense of reality by the egoic thoughts that can seemingly just arise from nowhere & influence us that is such a challenge & which can usurp the peaceful climate of our inner world & impulse decisions & actions which are not merited. In this intense journey, we shall be exploring both the generic dynamics as well as your individual inner dynamics which can give undue credibility to these thoughts & subsequent investment in them. We shall begin to un-hostage the mind from its relentless hijacking & in parallel to allow our truer self-knowing to start to restore itself to its status as the intrinsic compass needle of our reality & truth…
Live Transmission Examples
Strengthening Your Grounding & Alignment
Grounding such a well-known phrase but for good reason. In this intense Transmission, the aim is to create the strongest deepening of our organic habitual grounding beyond the occasional but temporary exercises which intend to do so. We shall work deeply throughout our whole interconnected energy consciousness system – especially the root & earth star chakra (located dimensionally in the ground beneath our feet) which together hold a myriad of experiences which condition us not to want to anchor more organically & strongly to the earth. In addition, we shall begin to geometrise a more optimal alignment to our connection to the universe as a whole – which is not only related to our earth grounding but also to our awakening as a whole…
Softening Unhealthy Control
Control – we all do it – sometimes very obviously in very obvious ways but much more so in a vast multitude of small subtle ways, mostly unconsciously. And we are utterly convinced of our need to control! Apparently, there is no other way to be in life & also be safe or get what we believe we need without it. In reality, we cannot not control – at least that is whilst our dense egoic-self believes it is really who we are. As we awaken the egoic-self thins & a more free, more self-knowingly safe, more peacefully contented awareness reveals itself within & realises that control doesn’t need to be so… In this intense journey, the focus is on Divine Intelligence & alchemy locating & beginning to soften the blindspots within us which are so hardwired & fixated to control as the only way of living… but at a deep hidden cost to our inner peace, our ultimate sense of inner safety & how we engage with others & the world around us…
Taming Your Harsh Inner Critic
Off it goes again…. that stern lacerating inner voice that seems to delight in relentlessly shredding away at our self-worth, our confidence & our peace: not only creating distress but also sabotaging how we could positively feel about ourselves & our lives. The source of that inner voice is not to be confused with our conscience, but is an instrument/agent of the ego with its designed force field of creating experienced piercing separation within & without. In this intense Journey, we shall focus not only on the softening of the coherence of that actual egoic agent of inner criticism; but also various inner dynamics that can amplify the ease of activation, the magnitude of experience, & the power of seeming credibility of that inner critic…
Building Your Self-Worth
Our self-worth – so precious & yet so fragile… It will, at best, sit diminished within us or at worst deeply injured. This affects us so much: inwardly we feel less of our sense of self & so our inner voices have free reign to brutalise us with a smorgasbord of judgments against ourselves; outwardly our hurt self-worth can dictate the nature of our relationships with others, affect our decisions to our detriment, & paralyse our manifestations to sabotage our greater creative fulfilment in life. In this intense Journey, we shall focus on the softening of the deep panorama of unique woundings & dynamics which have attacked our self-worth so much & so begin its vital restoration. At the same time, we shall encourage our greater awakening through our egoic sense of self towards our truer Self where the slings & arrows of life cannot touch the inherent Self-love that transcends even our egoic self-worth…
Opening Towards Inner Joy
Joy…perhaps an underappreciated quality. It sits naturally within us as a simplicity of joy for being alive just for aliveness’ own sake. Of course, we may not often feel it & when we do feel something akin to joy it is more the pleasure of a momentary situation in our outer world, which disappears when that outer situation changes. And so we become more egoically dependent on our outer world & crave these pleasure situations, which can sometimes create trouble for us, rather than be more anchored within the natural resource of inner joy which is just there whatever our life situation is – easy or tough. In this intense Journey, we shall focus on our greatest inner blocks that obstruct joy, begin to break strong attachments which may keep us unhealthily trapped to outer distractions, as well as support an enrichening activation in our joy voltage…
Detoxifying the Poison of Jealousy & Guilt
Guilt & Jealousy…both such toxic agents which inevitably accumulate so much over our lifetimes to great consequence: the experienced distress of such feelings lived in the moment or echoing in loud silence within the unconscious; the unhealthy vibrational environment in which we live climated within; & the inner paralysis of growth, awakening & freedom against which guilt & jealousy stand as entrapping walls. Guilt steals us away from self-forgiveness & the gift of new life; jealousy holds us hostages to lack & unlovingness of self. In the intense Journey, we focus not only on the softening of our deepest repositories of guilt & jealousy, but also the resulting various diminished & distorted dynamics to our inner world & our engagement with life…
Escaping from Submission & Victimhood
We don’t like feeling that we have fallen – through unintended inner disempowerment in the moment – into submission to an outside controlling person, force, or even to our harsh dominating inner egoic voices. It feels unkind, unworthy, painful & betraying to ourselves. Nor do we want to become identified as victims in our lives. However, sometimes it just happens & we feel it – oh so deeply… In this intense Journey, we shall focus not only on the softening of the various unconscious conditionings & disempowerments which can lead us into submission & victimhood with life; but also help empower our natural awareness to recognise the warning signs of these ensnaring situations; as well as bring soothing to the past wounds of our hurtful submissions & imprisoning victimhood…
Retreating from Dominating Thinking
We often contemplate about our thoughts themselves – the content of our thoughts – but we may be missing something even more important – & that is the very TEXTURE of the very thoughts which we think. Like a car – whatever the huge spectrum of its choice of destinations may be – that car can be driven to the chosen destination obsessively slowly, or hesitantly, or with a sharp violent dominating charge, or at a dangerous break-neck speed that burns rubber, or even just going round & round in circles. So too can the dynamics of the thoughts arising in our minds. In this Intense Journey, we shall begin to explore & soften some of the dominating texture of our thinking & open to a more optimal, smooth & kind world of thought….
The Christ Phoenix – Rebirthing through the Easter Ashes
Last year 2025 and 2026 so far have been tempestuous times for many of us personally on the awakening journey, not to mention the extraordinary turbulence of the global world around us, & we don’t know what is to come. The Easter period is a valuable treasure whereby the divine Christ consciousness comes lovingly flooding in to serve humanity and is especially priceless to those of us who actively hold the sparkling intentionality to harness this Christ grace to emblazon more of the divine resurrection within us. At this unique juncture in human evolutionary unfolding, so much of the collapse of the status quo which is frightening to so many is accompanied in parallel with a rich spectrum of sources of grace and inner awakening shifts for those of us who may become beacons and anchors of stability and hope amongst the storm, as well as visionaries and pioneers of new visions of more unified and dharmic livingness in the growing apparent vacuum of what comes next for humanity. The Christ blessings this year hold a huge dovetailing between this global collective consciousness implosion alongside the maturing of the empowerment of those of us who are here to hold compass direction to new visions.
In this intense journey over 5 days, we shall be bringing through profound streams of Divine Grace and Christ consciousness to serve where most needed within the inner world of our awakening Self as well as our outer life – whatever that grace may look like.
On Thursday and Good Friday, vast disintegrations will begin of some of our deepest egoic conditioning and dynamics which can imprison us in various paradigms of uncomfortable and fearful inner living. These will be bespoke to each one of us in our group.
On Saturday, these disintegrations will thin more and more to begin allow the inner spark of our spiritual nature, as served by the boundless compassion by Christ and His Divine lineages, to start to ignite and establish more richly through our inner worlds.
On Easter Sunday itself and Easter Monday many Christ blessings and scintillating activations, codes, blueprints and grace streams which are uniquely unique to each one of us will come blossoming in bringing an immeasurable and unknowable leap in the paradigm of the mystery of our ever-growing livingness from our truer divine selves. Christ will bless each of us with the next quantum leap in the journey of the shedding of our egoic usurper to the revelation of our truer divine nature. Many enlightened, avataric and mystical spiritual beings will assist with this graceful burning of our inner Phoenix and the triumphant rebirthing from the ashes, in divine gestation and timing, of the even more magnificent Phoenix in its boundless truth and passion.
